SIRO-417first time 164

On a rainy afternoon, I walk without an umbrella, feeling sad. A presence floating in the city. The people around me looked at me strangely. No, I try not to look at her, avoid eye contact. People who can't live without being involved are afraid of being involved. No one cares, sympathizes but doesn't help. If you can't take action, you don't need the kindness of words or feelings. I'm all alone in a city where the weather is colder than autumn rain and there are many people coming and going... Today I was dumped by a man. It was a long-term relationship that lasted over three years. Her parting words were simple: ``I found someone else I love.'' Rather than being fooled by half-hearted kindness, I was able to break up with him with a refreshed feeling because he told me his honest feelings. However, her parting words were too straightforward, and she did not even allow him to say any regrets. Still, I couldn't say anything. Because I liked that kind of attitude about him. I wonder how long I will continue to worry about my inexperience. Walking around the city wet like this is also a result of wanting someone to worry about you. My mind understood this, but for some reason I couldn't stop it. I'm probably hurt, worried, and lonely. It doesn't matter who you are, someone please call out to me. If you call me out, you can love me. I was filled with such emotion. I prided myself on being a strong person, but breaking up with someone I've been with for many years leaves a deep wound on my heart. ``I guess I'm a girl for my age, too.'' I thought to myself, which was cute, and I started to laugh a little. ``Can I have a second?'' Someone called out to me as I was laughing at myself. The way you look at it is suspicious, and what you're saying is also suspicious. It was such an immature catch that normal thinking wouldn't have been able to follow, but even Karisome's kindness was warm to me now. I wanted the warmth of people. As I was following the man, I thought to myself, ``I don't want this person to do anything to me today.'' A snapshot of my weekday.