SIRO-198first time 46

She is my female friend Marie, who was in the same class as us in our third year of high school and later went on to the same university. He seemed like a gentle guy, and we became even closer in college than in high school because we had similar tastes in music. However, we've both had boyfriends and girlfriends since high school, so we really became friends. I call him once every two weeks, and sometimes we go out for drinks after work. We could talk about dirty things, and we had a fun-filled relationship. Although she was usually quiet, she was quite popular with men. Then, on a winter day before I graduated from university, the two of us were drinking together at my house. Originally, it wasn't the plan for just two people to drink together, but the plan was for four people to drink together, but two people canceled, so it ended up being just two people. At that time, I didn't have a girlfriend, and Marie had a boyfriend. Dirty jokes are OK, so we were drinking while talking about racy things like whether we've had sex lately. In a good way, I can talk to Marie about things that I would talk about with my ``male friends,'' so she has a pretty good understanding of men's feelings, and I often talk to her about it, so I thought that we had a relationship that transcended the boundaries of men and women and was more like male friends. So even though we had an erotic conversation, nothing like that had ever happened before, and that day we were drinking and talking as usual. However, I had secretly had feelings for her up until now, and I had resisted feeling like that because I didn't want to ruin our "friendship." However, perhaps because of the alcohol and the embarrassed face and smile she showed while talking about dirty jokes, I became completely horny and suddenly invited her to a hotel. She blushed but agreed. I went straight to the hotel and spent an intense night pouring out all my feelings. The next day, I asked her about it, and she said that while she was doing it, she started to get worried about me. Since that day, we have been in a relationship as a sex friend.