SIRO-1345Amateur AV experience shooting 494

What have I done? I never thought until recently that I would be able to earn pocket money with my body... It was good that I started living on my own for the first time when I moved to Tokyo, but I had never had a part-time job before, and my parents bought everything I wanted, so maybe I didn't have much of a financial sense. My allowance ran out quickly, so when I kept asking for some pocket money, my parents got mad at me. But somehow, I was able to make ends meet with some allowances and a short-term part-time job. About six months ago, at a time when I didn't have much money due to bad timing, I was invited to go on a trip to a resort facility that I had always wanted to go to. Plus, I heard that someone I thought might like it was also there, so I really wanted to go. I didn't want to turn down the offer just because I didn't have the money, so I borrowed money through a student cash advance without consulting anyone. The trip was a lot of fun, but how can I pay back the money I borrowed so quickly?If I don't pay it back quickly, it will start accumulating interest... I can't even talk to anyone now... While I was anxiously searching for a high-paying part-time job, I came across this job posting. I don't particularly like sex, but I don't hate it either. The person I was dealing with seemed like a professional, so I guess I should just do as they do. I applied with such a sweet heart. When I arrived for the photoshoot, I found a man who looked a little different than I expected. From the moment the camera started rolling, I felt like ``Come on, show me your erotic side!'' It's kind of scary... Maybe I came here with the wrong understanding? What, I'm being made to do so many things? I regret it, but maybe it's because I'm a professional, and I can't forgive myself for getting so comfortable. After a long and short time, the shooting was over and today's reward was handed over. I don't think I'll be able to spend this money as easily as before...