SIRO-086first time 15

March 1986. Kana was born in a small town in the countryside. A hardworking father and a supporting mother. She was a beautiful woman and a wonderful mother, although her flaw was that she was a bit of a meddler. According to my grandmother, who knew the story well, they were already a close couple. Although he wasn't wealthy, he didn't have to worry about making ends meet, and had a normal but happy family environment. She grew up quickly there. And I believed that such happiness would last forever. But when she turned 14, a turning point came. My father was fired from his company. I don't really know why. Sexual harassment, infidelity...I'm sure there was a reason he couldn't say. They said it was too early for me and told me only the fact that I had been fired from the company. After my father retired, he seemed to have been looking for a job for a while, but as time passed, he was having trouble finding a job. A drunkard father. The quarrels between husband and wife gradually increase. Her place was no longer at home. However, the reason she was able to stay healthy was because of her childhood friend Yuya. Usual park. Yuya was next to me. At her request, the two of them played in the sandbox regardless of their age. ``We used to build castles together like this, right?'' ``That's right. You were always the princess in the castle and I was the knight...'' As they talked, the two of them reminisced about the past. The happy memories of those days must have been very happy for her at that time. She looked at the sand spilling between her fingers and muttered. "Just like us..." Yuya didn't seem to understand what she meant at first, but he soon understood and hugged her. That night, she was at Yuya's house. Yuya's house is empty. It was a situation where we were alone, which had happened many times before. Kana has always felt guilty about sex. It didn't matter anymore. Yuya gently held her as she looked like she was about to break. Kana also asked for Yuya. Since then, Kana has continued to seek out Yuya almost every night. I felt like there was no place for me anywhere else. The behavior gradually escalated, her sense of shame became paralyzing, and the number of people who had experienced it increased before she knew it. And before I knew it, I had gradually become estranged from Yuya. But for her, it was just a memory of the past...